Ok, I absolutely adore Pushing Daisies. I think it's the most bizarre, random, adorably sweet show ever. Simply put, it's amazing. HE's my NED!!! and that makes me really happy. Haha. So, here are my favorite quotes -


Olive: Can I ask you a question? If you loved me....
Alfredo: Yes?
Olive: And we could never, ever, ever touch. Wouldn't you eventually get over it and move on letting someone else have the slightest hope that you might move on to them?
Alfredo: If I loved you?
Olive: Yeah.
Alfredo: Then I would love you in any way I could. And if we could not touch, then I would draw strength from your beauty. And if I went blind, then I would fill my soul with the sound of your voice and the contents of your thoughts until the last spark of my love for you lit the shabby darkness of my dying mind.
Olive: Eh, forget it.


Ned: You're the only one for me.
Chuck: I know you feel that now, but there are things you want, there's things we both want.
Ned: So? Everyone wants stuff. We wake up everyday with a list of wishes a mile long and maybe we spend our lives trying to make those wishes come true, but just because we want them doesn't mean we need them to be happy.
Chuck: What do you need to be happy?
Ned: You.


Chuck: Where've you been?
Ned: Not important.
Chuck: It's important to me. I missed you.


Ned: I just thought my world would be a better place if you were in it.


Narrator: As he stared at her, he reached around his back and held his own hand, pretending he was holding hers. And at that very moment, she was pretending to be holding his

I want him. I don't care what my rational mind says. I don't care what HE says. He IS good enough for me. Granted, our situation is absurdly complicated and all this is ridiculously difficult, but I can't help but feel that he's worth it.

I'm setting myself up for heartbreak, I know. Because if he decides that I'm not quite worth all this trouble... or if he keeps insisting that he's not worth all this trouble, then it's going to really hurt. I don't know what I'll do if that happens. My happiness now depends so much on him. It's dangerous, but I can't help it. He makes me so happy during this time when things are just such complete shit.

I just don't know what to do. He's amazing. And I just want to be in his arms. It's not fair. Why can't things just be a little bit easier?

God, I can't wait for January... I just hope we can hold out until then...

Goodness, I hope he really is coming... The thought is both terrifying and exciting all at once.

He's exactly what I need right now. He'd make me happy, and it would be a great way to spend Thanksgiving, considering all the family drama in my life these days.

Damnit... Him being so sweet and adorable makes things so difficult for me. It's so frustrating...

I could go into my family drama, but I'd rather not. Let me just say that my mom has got some serious issues and my little sister is the most selfish brat I've ever known.

Whatever. At least he makes me happy...

Yeah, I've done it again...

So I've got adorable and handsome Scottish guy (let's call him K) and then I've got adorable and sweet mountain biker guy (let's call him M).

I've been talking to them both for about the same amount of time. M a little bit longer than K, but not much longer. With K it was like BAM, I like this guy, but things with him slowly cooled off and just keeps fluctuating. With M, it was very subtle but keeps on getting stronger.

M is hardworking and stable. He's also incredibly sweet. He can cook. He has his own place. He's got really nice blue eyes. We have tons in common. He isn't perfect, but I really adore him anyway. As far as I know, he's been completely honest with me. He basically wants to shower me with affection. And he is a serious mountain bike racer.

K is attractive and fun. He's got an accent that makes me want to melt. He's adorably sweet when he wants to be. He doesn't have a job, but he wants big things out of life. He's pretty upfront with me and has got that romantic side that you'd never be able to guess about.

They are both really sweet and charming and weird and crazy. Both have much more experience than me. Both live too far away. Both say that they would be willing to come to me or want me to come to them. Both can lift my spirits and so easily make me smile. Both have got me acting like a schoolgirl with a crush.

M is my perfect guy and K is my dream guy.

It's silly, but it doesn't make it untrue. So what now? I can't keep on liking two different guys... it'll drive me crazy. Then again, I can't possibly give up either one. M seems more possible right now, but K is still a possibility in the future. Damn it, why can't M and K be the same person and right here with me now?

This is complete craziness...