my trip to tahoe was absolutely marvelous...
everything I needed and more...
the worst part was leaving...

the weather was perfect...
the boys (sigh... CJ) were attractive...
the lake was gorgeous (but freezing)...
the stars were bright and plentiful...
the people were nice...
the music (which I compiled) was perfect...

it was relaxing and refreshing and beautiful, as usual...
and the it being with just my 2 awesome friends made it so much better...
I couldn't possibly ask for more...
(except maybe for more time up there and a quick return)
kayaking, biking, the arcade, house of the dead 4, cj and daniel, josh's, the lake house, air hockey, my puzzle, swimming, junk food, hiking, it was all just awesome...

I hope I can make it until the next time I see that beautiful lake...

we leave tomorrow morning!!!
I can't wait!
I'm still in the process of packing though...

the moment I see that lake from the road, I will feel ok again...
everything will be alright...

we leave for tahoe in six days...
I'm awfully excited...
I need tahoe... it's my escape, my comfort, my favorite place to be...
I can't wait..
I refuse to let anything spoil my trip...

just 6 more days...

my goals for this summer as of this moment:
-learn to sew and make myself some clothes
-have a enjoyable and relazing trip to tahoe
-clean out the mess that is my room
-start baking again
-learn how to cook
-see some awesome shows
-make some money
-buy myself a new ipod
-throw a party
-take lots of pictures
-write more
-read more
-road trip!!!
ok, that's all for now...

graduation has come and passed...
I feel... it's indescribable...

to say good bye to so many people...
and yet, I hardly shed a tear...
yes, I will miss them all a lot...
yes, I plan to come back and visit those who will still be there...
yes, saying good bye is always hard...

but it's really not the end just yet...
not for me...

great things will happen...

I will miss the class of '06.
thank you for a great run...
I'll be seeing you...

holy shit... I graduate in the morning...

it started to hit me when I said good bye to people that I wouldn't see anymore... and they've been small blows ever since...

but the whole of it has yet to reach me...

it will hit big time tomorrow...
when it's finally time to say good bye to the community I've grown so comfortable in...

I can't believe it's really over...
Grad night was only fun because it was our last night all together...

tomorrow will be an intense day...
I hope it doesn't go by too fast...