"I wonder if it's him that is making me suffer...or if it's me."

It seems so appropriate with the way I feel sometimes.

I hate the way I've been feeling lately. He's driving me crazy. I don't know how he can be so sweet one day and then just disappear without a word the next. I don't know what to do anymore.

A big part of me wants to just take advantage of the space and distance myself from him but at the same time, I really am hoping that he refuses to let me do this.

I don't know what I really want. My head and my emotions are all so conflicting and confusing. This is seriously lame, for lack of a better word.

I blame Valentine's day. It's never been my favorite day and it definitely still is not.