Bloop!

My life in my eyes... Oh dear...

Thursday, July 31, 2008




It feels like people only keep me around because I'm convenient...
It's a very lonely feeling...
I can't help it though...

I don't know why I feel so worthless. I shouldn't base my value off of other people but even I have a hard time believing I'm worth having...

I don't know who I'm trying to impress, but I feel like I'll never be good enough. I just don't believe I'll ever achieve anything I want and it pushes me that much further away from the few goals I actually do have...

I wish I could talk to someone about it all... I just know that I couldn't, even if I tried.

Why is it hurting? Sigh. I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm alone.

I don't know what to do... I've never felt closer to giving up on life...