Tonight, I wondered if I would ever manage to be in a normal relationship.
For me, the girlfriend, to have him, the boyfriend, and do normal, girlfriend-boyfriend stuff, like holding hands or meeting each other's families or just hanging out and talking on a regular basis.

That's what people in a relationship do, right? That stuff's easy enough. I could do those sorts of things, right? Normal people want to do that kind of stuff, right?

It's normal to want more than these odd... arrangements... I seem to constantly find myself in, right?

Now I've lost my train of thought and all I want to do is curl up into my blanket and sleep everything away...

Song to listen to: Tragedy (Austin Cello Version) - Brandi Carlile