Bloop!

My life in my eyes... Oh dear...

Monday, March 17, 2008


I feel so alone. I'm beginning to feel incredibly unworthy. No one ever wants to stick around... Eventually, everyone leaves me and quite frankly, they're leaving me quicker than they could ever be replaced... Not that I really wanted to replace them in the first place.

It hurts. I don't even want to try anymore, but the loneliness and the pain that comes with it is killing me slowly. It seems as though no matter what I do, I lose. So what is the next step?

My head hurts, I'm exhausted, I feel like a failure, I can't focus on anything, I'm alone...
This is definitely one of my lower points in life.

How do I handle this? How do I make it all better?
I just want to feel ok again...