Bloop!

My life in my eyes... Oh dear...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

More and more, I think I made a mistake when I chose to leave home for college...
I'm only an hour away, and yet, I might as well be so much further...

I feel alone here, though I'm not necessarily unhappy.
And then, back at home, I feel so incredibly needed.
My mom is going through a divorce...
My sister is stuck at home, usually alone....
My best friend is dealing with a psychotic father and a whole slew of issues...
My other best friend is dealing with many family issues...
My nephew is still just a little baby...

I want to be there for them all...
But how can I, when 5 days our of the week, I have school, an hour away...

so what do I do?